Monday, March 27, 2006 8:50 PM

a birthday cake bought by my clique. thanks. they gave it to me today because they thought i'm not going to school on friday. wahaha.


a birthday card from ann. hand-made! haha. thanks. gave it to me today, means it's been a long time since we see each other. wahaha. take care.


a soft toy?? from Nadine and Clarice. wahaaha. thanks guys. keep rocking in church. whee.


this is the first present i received on the day of my birthday. thanks syuhada. :)


hmm, i'm serious when i said that i will be your listening ears. anytime, anywhere. hopefully you will tell me other things so that you will not be stressed up over too many things. wahaha. and also, smile more. you will look better when you smile. trust me. :)

is it going to be over between us? if that's so, i can only say, i got no energy anymore. no energy to fight against you. you are one stubborn one, and it's hard to persuade you to do the things that you do not want. but i just want to let you know that this two months has been great. though many things happened, i'm glad that we pulled through for so long. yet, i disappoint you. i still did not manage to prove to you that i have gotten over that person. sorry. find someone better than me. i will hold on to my promise. and i sincerely hope that you will hold on to it too.

somehow, because someone else is pushing me to you. a bit of the feelings came back. and i do not really care. because i want my heart to be the other person. not to be with you. we have no starting, and therefore, no ending. things are different now. i've given up on someone else some time ago. but now i'm trying to treasure it. yet, there's still a sad ending. take care.

love is weird. when we like someone, we intend to give up that someone for another person who like you more than anything else. but in the end, the another person leave you after you got over that someone. sigh. when something like this happen, one might not be able to understand. but i don't understand, since he's the one who do not treasure you, what for waste your time and energy thinking of him? if he really like you, why does he not trust your words? weird is it not?